Today, I Found You;;Only a piece

I took myself on a walk today

As I do most days

An act of devotion

A daily self care regimen

where each step is a prayer

A moment of inner peace

Of walking my way back home

Of walking my way out into the forest

…to be lost

…to be found

lying on the ground

arms overhead

butterflies painting my face

the sky whispering

:hello sweet daughter, i love you:

I took myself on a walk

and found myself

only a piece

an alchemical code

lying on the side of the road

hands over heart

eyes closed

tears slipping down my cheeks

bathing in autumnal airs

;I whisper to myself;

:i love you, sweet one, no need to hide:

That sweet, divinely  innocent once within

The one whom you can’t un-know once you see her

Scooping her up we walk

taller than before

stronger than before

with wet eyes and a blue feather in hand

we march

toward fires

to remelt the pieces of our very fragile heart

rebirthing

renewing

honouring what has longed for our honour from the start

I remember

dancing freely

in the sun

with the whole of me

& you

as

One

Welcome

The Intensity of Diving Within

O’ It burns me deep

this  acid rain, yet my open arms welcome it with despair

It whispers to me

“Fear not, my young friend

for these clouds above,

they will protect you,

& the dew that falls will

wash away your doubts”

shaking with wonder I cried out;;;;;

“How sporadic these storms,

the ones that force grays to blend with blues

I shall not fear, for you are always near,

but will there ever come a day

when the warmth of my soul may

shine, no longer held at bay?”

The thick silence was the answer becoming known

I did what was right

Fell to my knees

Pressed forehead to soil

and admitted

intimately,

to myself,

“Oh my

the intensity

of

Diving

Within”